questionable-behavior: i would do anything to see your beautiful face smiling back at me, sit with you, chat away the hours. it’s been three months, yet it all still feels the same. I feel like I’ll never really get over it, as much as I wish I can. I’ve learned by telling myself I’m okay and that I’m dealing with it, doesn’t actually mean I really am. could do an instuction manual right now or something. i just don’t know what to do about anything anymore.